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Came across this story, find it kinda nice. hope you readers spend some time reading it, & also like it! hahas:DD ENJOY READING! (:
HERE GOES THE STORY...I didn't want to depart my home town, which I've been settling ever since the day I was born. Neither do I want to leave my school, relatives, and most importantly my best friend Samuel.
Sam and I had been best friends since elementary school. I still recall the day when we first met; it was the first day of grade 1 and we were in the same class. Unintentionally I collided with his head trying to reach for my pencil that had been knocked out on the floor. Fortunately I didn’t know that he was trying to reach for it too. From that time on we got close, share lunch, talk and became best friends. We’d hang around together as often as I’d hang around with my family. He’s like my brother; a brother who I could lean to when I have problems, a brother who’s always there for me when I’m in trouble, a brother who loved me for me… at least as a sister. What he didn’t know is that I am deeply in love with him ever since the day we first met; which saddens me the most, assuming that he only thinks of me as his sister.
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n sixth grade, in spite of this, things changed. We had been together for 5 implausible years, but this year is diverse. I was moving. Moving far away from him, it’s like a new world I’m getting myself into. My deep profoundness love for him is still there and I don’t want to leave him. We agreed to call each other at least twice a week, send letters and emails if we have time, and stay in touch with each other. Except that, it wouldn’t be the same, it wouldn’t be like old times, we wouldn’t see each other except in pictures, we couldn’t do anything together now. We couldn’t be there for each other, all the time anymore. Furthermore we are two continents away from each other. And I wanted to confess. Tomorrow, I decided.
The day of the departure came but he was nowhere in sight. I tried calling his cell but no one was answering it. I was so worried and sad that he forgot about my departure. I left the country heartbroken and thinking that maybe he had a good excuse why he didn’t go.
One year had passed and still no sign of him. I tried calling his home every once in a while but his mother would always say, “Oh he’s not here, but I’ll tell him you called!” and I would be so depressed. Sometimes I just think that he’s been avoiding my calls. But why I wondered
I was going off to grade 9. I hadn’t been getting any emails or letters from him; or hadn’t been getting any at all. I tried to tell myself that, “Its okay Katherine, he’s just busy that’s all.” However I had my doubts. What if he’s not busy at all? What if he forgot about me? What if he got a girlfriend and been too busy to talk or even stay in touch with me? A lot of what ifs’ are on my head. I tried emailing him and writing letters but there was no reply. What if all my what ifs’ came true? Then maybe I should be pleased, pleased for the reason that he’s happy. On the contrary why didn’t he tell me?
2 years had passed and still no sign of his letters or emails or phone calls. I tried to get over him. I really tried but I can’t. I just couldn’t forget the fact that I love him.
One week later, I received a letter from his home address, accusing it was him I ripped it open. I was so anxious to read his letter that I skipped a couple of parts, that I thought wasn’t that important. Unfortunately, it is important. It says that he’s sick and is in a coma. I was so shocked to see this that I ran inside to tell my parents to get me a ticket back to see him. Luckily they approved and booked me the latest flight.
I preceded to the hospital his in. I was so worried to see him, concerned that he’s undergoing from a poor health. When I got in his room my heart raised and kept thumping on my chest. I noticed him lying there with bandages all over his body. I felt sorry for him. All this time I was blaming him of overlooking me while his being diagnosed. I had a talk with his mom and she told me what had happened to him. She assumed that he was crossing the street while he was writing in a book and a truck had hit him. That book was sadly addressed to me, it has no title its cover is blank. I opened it and started reading the first page.
September 17, 200*
“This is the day I left.” I thought.
Katherine left today. I’m so upset to see her leave. That’s why I didn’t go to the airport at all. But I tried to go realizing that I had to confess my love for her before she leaves but I was too late. I’m going to miss her so bad. All the good times we had will never be forgotten. I wish I could come with her. I love her so very much.
My tears started falling. I admired him. I was in awe. He made a diary for me starting with the day I left. And what mostly saddened me is the fact that he loved me too. I scanned through pages and read the last page he had written on.
March 26, 200*
I can’t wait for Kath to see what I had done for her. I hope she’ll like it. I just miss her so bad. I wish she was here right now in my arms holding me tight and wishing she wouldn’t be away anymore...And it was cut right there. I couldn’t imagine the scene how it happened. I saw a glimpse of him again and a tear fell on my cheeks. I hold his hand so tight. That time I had wished that I hadn’t left and be with him throughout this tough time. There was this throb in my chest. I scanned again and all the other pages are blank. A letter dropped when I was about to close it.
Dear Kath,If you are done reading my diary I want you to fill out the other half of this book. I miss you so bad, Kath. I’m sorry if I keep missing your calls I was just too busy with work. Yeah, Kath I’m working now so I could surprise you and go there and maybe finish my school there. I can’t wait to see you soon. I’m also sorry that it took me 2 years to get this to you its just that I didn’t know your address there and I had to look for your relatives to tell me your address, and about the email thing I tried to email you back but our computer is really messed up; I ought to get the fix sometime so I could email you. I’m really sorry if you thought that I don’t care about you, I do. I really do. I love you since the first day we met it’s just that I was too scared to confess because it might ruin our friendship and that I think that you only think of me as a brother. I love you Kath, I love you with all my heart and I’m sacrificing everything just to be with you.
With Love,Sam
By the time I was done reading his letter. I heard a beep it was coming from him. I was stunned. I dropped the book and ran towards him and started calling the nurse.
“Stay with me please, stay with me… don’t leave me please. I can’t let you leave me. Please. I. Love. You.” I cried as the tears fell. I was shaking. I didn’t want him to die. I didn’t want him to leave me. I want him to be here by my side comforting me, and telling me that it was all a joke. But it’s not a joke. It’s reality. He’s dead and here I am living my life through pages in the diary... ...
Moral of the story: Just speak up for what you want. WAIT WAIT WAIT.. it will take AGES! lols. you will never know what will happen in the future. treasure the opportunities you have now. give it a try. no harm isnt it? hahas:D
ending here today...
Bye peepos!! GOODNIGHT!! (:
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it's kind of hilarious,dramatic,UNBELIEVABLE but i am serious..I am so down on my luck?!? BAD NEWS NO1. I FLUNK MY OLEVEL CHINESE ORAL TOTALLY. THOU IT'S EASY. THIS IS HOW IT GOES... ...Lets do some flashback...YESTERDAY after school,went to popular.saw this really cute looking uncle carrying a sling bag with a doremon hanging on it. oya ! main thing , he's surrounded by a group of cheung cheng(yishun) girls happily chatting away.hahas:D and i told joelle(said quite loudly? ), " guess he should be a chinese teacher from cch(yishun). wow! and also this man looks like doremon huh. hahas:D ":
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TODAY i have my chinese olevel oral. you readers know what?!? To my SURPRISE , that guy who i called doremon/'xiaodingdang' is actually my invigilator?!? ohno, that's really shoking narh!! went in, while waiting for my turn, was praying really hard,hoping that he didnt hear me ytd or even maybe has already forgotten who i am,thou it's actually like 1 days?When it's my turn, i went up to them to hand in my comformation slip.here comes the 'scary' part..he took over my ezlink & comformation slip,look at it then look at me then look at it again (repeated it) then he said: "ohh so it's you" (in chinese) To my HORROR, HE ACTUALLY REMEMBER ME!!!!!! FREAK OUT. then oral goes on as usual..flunk my conversation:keep using hor ,then, say super little,never elaborate... ... etc etc. then conversation ended. he asked: " anything else you wants to add on?"i replied" ermm nope"he looked at me, smiled, then told me i may leave.i took my file,say thank you and went off.on the way towards the waiting corner, i thought i have left somehing behind.i turned around saw the two invigilator chatting & laughing away. I AM VERY SURE HE HEARD ME YTD,AND RECONGNISE ME. JUST HOPE THAT DOREMON WILL BE LENIENT WITH ME.ALL THE BEST FOR ME. HAHAS:((((((and and moral of the story: never comment on a stranger,esp teachers on the day before your oral examination!think i am ending here today..just prayed hard that doremon is not some merciless teacher that bear grudges? I BELIEVE HE'S NOT! hahas:D any detailed information, can actually ask me. no worries i am willing to share.goodnight. Bye peepos! (:Labels: unfadable-memories
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Hello, it has been ages since i last blog. hahas:D anw holiday was great! kinda meaningful too hahas:D experience quite a number of new things, watched quite alot of movies, eat countless of food, gain quite alot of weight, spent quite alot of $$, DID QUITE ALOT OF HOMEWORK hahas.. etc etc.
if i were to list out what i did for the entire holiday, my post will be SUPER lengthy..so maybe i will only elaborate on the movie part?
watched quite alot of shows like, Blood, Night at the museum2, Drag me to hell, Ghosts of girlfriend past, Transformer-the revenge of the fallen. [total of 5 movies] hahas:D
**BLOOD- my first M18 show in theater. was great thou the ending was ___. hahas:D worth wathing thou.
**NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2- it was great too..hahas:D 'happiness is to do something you like with the one you love.' <-- code from the show find it meangingful? hahas:D **post in the previous 3rd post, detailed infomation can actually refer from there hahas:D
DRAG ME TO HELL- ermm dont really like, kind of boring to me hahas:D maybe it's because i have expected more than what i received..as the comment for it was really awesome and it makes a differences when i watched it myself hahas:D
GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIEND PAST- find it really meaningful, taken quite alot from the show. kinda funny here and there, touching at the end. worth watching! thumbs up! hahas:D it's even better for couples to watch hahas:D thou i dont have one then. and the plus plus is i went to The Grand Cathay to watched, first time there, experience something new.hahas:D
TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN- wow! it's awesome..you cant imagine how crowded the cinema was,how many theater they open up just for transformer and how all the seats were taken up for all the halls opened..until you've been there to watched it.hahas:D sound like an advertisement huh..but its true.&& bumblebee is serious cute hahas:D and yup overall the show was great. worth watching, really enjoyed it hahas:D ' I believe i can, i can! ' <-- code from the show! it's kind of motivating hahas:D sorry i'm lazy so tags replies and relinks will be some other days but continue to tag if you all wants to cause i will accumulate to a certain amount than i reply one at a go hahas:D..didnt really actually wanted to update but it's a promise so ya... hahas:D guess i'm ending here.. Bye peepos!! (:
anw school gonna start in 27hrsXX mins. time!! hahas:DDD
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